Saturday, November 20, 2010

Was that it?

She said she's not going to talk to me the way she used to talk to be before. I guess this is the closest we'll get to breaking up. No matter how much I think about it, I can't see the point. Why did she suddenly decide this? What cryptic thought processes did she follow to arrive at this mind-boggling conclusion.

A few days ago, she said we've grown to close, to the point that she's feeling guilty for her boyfriend everytime we're together. Especially when we're together. But that's a good thing, right? What's so bad about enjoying someone's company? People should do things because they want to, not because they think other people think it's wrong.

I don't know what's worse: "losing" her friendship or being categorized as "badwrongfun".

I guess this plot twist in my ongoing saga will let me focus on the other big change happening, but did it have to hurt this much? But yeah, I suppose you could tell me "I told you so." I knew it was a train wreck waiting to happen right from the start, when I boarded the proverbial train...